The Evolution of My Personality: A Journey of Growth and Change
As we meander through life, our personalities are like rivers with a multitude of currents and eddies. I've noticed a significant shift in my own personality over the years, evolving from a submissive and trusting individual to a more assertive and confrontational person.
Phase 1: Early Submission (0-20)
The first phase of my life was marked by a weak will and a submissive attitude. I easily endorsed other people's opinions and was reluctant to stand up for myself or challenge those around me. This phase lasted until I was around 23 years old, a period during which my personality began to change.
Phase 2: Transition to Independence (23-27)
From the age of 23, I started to change. I became less submissive, less trusting, and more willing to accept my own feelings andstand up for myself. While this period was still marked by some anger, it was a step towards a more assertive and independent mindset.
Phase 3: Asocial Shift (28-35)
Between the ages of 28 and 35, I started to become more asocial. While I continued to show respect, I distanced myself from social interactions. This period was marked by a certain level of aloofness, but it wasn't necessarily negative. Respect was earned, and I valued those who demonstrated it.
Phase 4: Conflict Avoidance (35-40)
From 35 to 40, I developed a more conflict-avoidant personality. I distanced myself from confrontations and focused on maintaining harmony. Disrespect and dominance were not acceptable, and I consciously avoided such situations.
Current Phase: Confrontation and Assertiveness (40-Now)
Since turning 40, my personality has shifted once more. I have consciously worked on shedding the last vestiges of my submissive nature and my conflict avoidance. Today, I am far more confrontational, less willing to tolerate disrespect or dominate people. I actively seek out confrontations, not to provoke, but to stand up for myself and others.
Trust is something I've learned to earn. I no longer give people the benefit of the doubt, as I used to. If someone shows respect and earns my trust, I will reciprocate. Otherwise, blunt honesty is the rule.
The Shift in My Interactions
I've noticed marked changes in how I interact with others. In the past, I gave preferential treatment to women, showering them with kindness and generosity. Not anymore. I now treat women the same as I would any other person, conversing in a blunt, honest manner. I argue with them and don't give them the benefit of the doubt, unless they demonstrate respect.
From Nerd to Lone Wolf
Mentally, I've transitioned from a bookworm and a geek to becoming more of a lone wolf. My passion for in-depth studies, such as religion, sex, and languages, has waned. Now, I don't delve into subjects in such detail anymore. I've become more emotionally detached and prefer to express my emotions through humor, often darkly comedic.
Impression and Self-Acceptance
One significant change is that around 12 years ago, I completely gave up the desire to impress others. It's a waste of time. Some people will appreciate your true value and who you are, while others won't. This doesn't mean I don't have fun or make jokes. I still enjoy life and appreciate the humor.
Conclusion
My journey of personal growth has been a long and winding road, filled with many experiences and transformations. Understanding and recognizing these changes has been crucial in helping me become the person I am today. It's important to embrace the evolution of one's personality and use it as a tool for self-improvement and understanding.
Keywords: personal development, personality evolution, self-improvement, emotional change, character transformation